6 hours sleep? Yes please. urgh. At least I’m off to see ‘Brave’ today with Vulpes!

I am so not prepared for this. 

I really don’t want this to happen. But I do really. I just have so much anxiety and one of my weakest skills is socialising and making friends.

I am going to fail being a University student.

I didn’t sleep at all last night. It was the worst.

Thankyou for Community’s outtakes because that kept me from going insane the last two hours of waiting.

…and right now I can hear my dad talking on his conference call for work about me passing my exams. How embarrassing. 

I think I’m probably the only person who will not have been super impressed by the Teen Wolf Season 2 Finale.

Granted I have never really felt truly into this show since the beginning, but…

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Y’know I’m even more upset than I am angry with my parents right now. They knew I had this trip to London on September 1st planned. I have told them plenty of time already and they know it was for a special and specific reason. 

but no. Okay, we’ll book the family holiday so the last day in a caravan is September 1st. 

I confronted my Mum about it this morning as I suddenly realised what had happened last night, and she even tells me she remembers me mentioning that I was going to do the trip!? 

I just. It was a big deal that the trip was going to happen this year, because I was leaving school and just.

argh. I want to cry. I don’t even care if that’s silly, but it’s really left me feeling that way.

It’s rather cheesy isn’t it?

but, I have been told I have to get a few episodes in and my mind will change.

We shall see.

NO COMPLAINTS ACTUALLY!

I am very excited to actually be going to the London 2012 Olympics, and to the main Olympium Stadium as well for the athletics! I also got told earlier that I would see Usain Bolt racing 200m tomorrow [only qualifying races, BUT STILL.] 

Yay. Go Team GB!

It wasn’t Nando’s fault can I please point out straight away!

5th August 2012

Basically it was initially Vulpes’ fault because she made a really odd noise when she was laughing and so that made me laugh. Then Twin was laughing lots too and so I was like ohgosh I “can’t breathe” and I’m “choking” because I’m lauaghing so much sorta thing you do. Therefore I went to drink some diet coke and then they both made me laugh even more whilst I was drinking which made the coke come out of my nose [which is so painful anyways] and then I was dying.

I was properly choking [I have never been in this situation before so it was properly terrifying!] and I was coughing, and choking and I couldn’t breathe and it was so scary! Meanwhile both Twin and Vulpes were still laughing at me, and not really doing much, until I could hardly breathe any more and I think I was being sick [sorry gross] and ran to the loo’s where Vulpes helped me, but Twin stayed at the table laughing to herself like a scary person. HOW CRUEL. 

…by the time I cam back down from the toilets most of the floor we were eating on in the restaurant had cleared out; and later when I went to get a refill of my drink it was like the walk of shame where the remaining people just all stared at me.

OH THE SHAME.

I have only seen the first film, and after the tension and films literally killing me I realised I’d have to read the books first before I could go on to watch the next two films.

I really dislike sport, and have hated P.E. pretty much through it all.
I sort of have a personal vendetta against it and whenever football or tennis is on the tv. I generally don’t give a damn. I’ve just never taken an interest.
However this Olmpics especially I have been so interested and on the edge of my seat and cheering at numerous events. Cycling today has been crazy; I’m so proud of Becky Addlington too; but there’s also the women’s judo yesterday and today.
I see how much these winnings and medals mean to these athletes and how emotional they get - breaking down on the floor, crying, running into the crowd - and I can’t help but feel quite emotional as well. It’s slightly overwhelming.
Proud to be British and so proud of everyone taking part.